In this case, the ‘bnp’ stands for “but not proud”. I think you have been mislabelled as a support group for ageing white men who now have black girlfriends and feel bad for their past.
"If you've got the crowd behind you, you're probably facing the wrong way."
- S. Munnery
Reality
"Existence is random. Has no pattern save what we imagine after staring at it for too long. No meaning save what we choose to impose. This rudderless world is not shaped by vague metaphysical forces. It is not God who kills the children, not Fate that butchers them or Destiny that feeds them to the dogs. It's us. Only us."
Well, you've outed yourself now.
In this case, the ‘bnp’ stands for “but not proud”. I think you have been mislabelled as a support group for ageing white men who now have black girlfriends and feel bad for their past.